He sits in the corner, sipping his black coffee,
Wearing an indifferent expression, neither violent nor meek,
He watches the people, running away from themselves,
He wonders at them, "Dunno how that helps",
He has seen a lot and has gone through much,
He pretends he shut it,but it opens at a touch,
The evenings of laughter, the mornings of joy,
Sometimes feeling as if he was treated like a toy,
He sees people thinking that they will forget,
He laughs at these fools, and wished they never met,
He sips his black coffee, storms stirring inside,
He must choose an option.now he must decide,
To be with these people and be like just them,
Or run away from everything,turn all in the flames,
I don't know what he will do, but I will be with him,
For he is the voice the screaming within.
PS:- I know off late my poems might have lost that touch. It happens. I do not feel like writing anything romantic anymore.... may be some personal reasons, but these things are not anymore for me.... I might even stop writing... It takes too much to bring on paper what goes inside my mind. I do not write fictional poetry. I write what I have seen. I write my own experiences..... perhaps that is the reason I do not wish to write anymore... I am fed up of being at the receiving end all the time and telling about it on my blog...may be I am ashamed of myself...of failing time and again.... May be... It always happens :(
Just pray this was the last time I fell for someone...I wish either I could never rise...or rise so much that I could never see anyone worthy enough to fall for...
:(
He- The Voice Tuesday, November 10, 2009
Prey Monday, November 9, 2009
Well...a poem finally...a dark one this time...dunno how much justice i have done with my dark instincts...You're the judge
There he spotted her, the prey of the evening,
laughing among her friends, her aura lightening the dark night,
He watches her moves, the ways she speaks,
he plans for the act, the one which always rules,
He moves towards her, with an innocent smile on his face,
beneath which lies a cruel intention, of which no one can find a trace,
He takes silent steps, the prey completely ignorant of it,
his eyes mocking the atmosphere, like a snake's slit,
She's talking to him, amazed by his charm,never suspecting the reality,
He stands by her side, holding a beer, cruel face hidden by frailty,
"What is this man,where he came from", she wonders in her mind,
His charm and wits, working their way, making her logics blind,
He prepares to leave,she follows him out, fallen for him all the way,
never thinking it might be a trap,that she might be just a prey,
The streets are dark,the lights are out,they are all alone in the night,
As he moves towards her,preparing for the kill, ready to strike with all might.
99 problems!!! :P Sunday, October 25, 2009
First of all...the credit for the idea for this post goes to http://voiceswithinspeak.blogspot.com/
It sort of inspired me to write this post...though in past I was tempted a lot to do something like this... but was either too lazy or too busy to do it..now that I am doing it..here it is... :P
LAST TIMES…
1. Last beverage: Yesterday night...7up :P
2. Last phone call: Papa
3. Last text message from : Citibank account balance :-|
4. Last song you listened to: I don't know you anymore
5. Last time you cried: Well... 13 days before :-|
HAVE YOU EVER...
6. Dated someone twice: Yes...
7. Been cheated on? : Yes
8. Kissed someone & regretted it?: Eh.... No... :P
9. Lost someone special? Yep...
10. Been depressed? a BIG YEP
11. Been drunk and threw up? hmmmmm.... well yes... :-| that was once...i mean twice till now :-|
LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Black
13. Black
14. Black
15. Black
:P
FIRSTS :
16. Made new friends: KG :P
17. Fallen out of love: hmmm..yes...once... 2 years ago
18. Laughed until you cried: watching hera-pheri :P
19. Met someone who changed you: yes...only one person..
20. Found out who your true friends were: In college... we stuck together by each other...that's friendship..right???
21. Found out someone was talking about you: lol...many times....mannnnnnnnny times...
HAVE YOU:
22. Kissed anyone on your friend's list: Yes...though we are not friends anymore :)
23. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Well....if I go to FB...it should be 10%...orkut 70%...twitter 40%
24. How many kids do you want to have: As long as they do not potty every here and there :-|
25. Do you have any pets: No and neither wanna have...kids are enough to do the potty stuff...
26. Do you want to change your name: I wanted to.... until the revelation
27. What did you do for your last birthday: Talked to myself...something i rarely do
28.What time did you wake up today: 5:25 am :-|
29. What were you doing at midnight last night: Thankfully, sleeping
30. Name something you CANNOT wait for : LIFE
31. Last time you saw your father: 4 months ago :-|
32. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: LIFE...or ME
33. Most visited web page: FB,GMAIL,BLOG, and GOOGLE NEWS
WHAT'S YOUR :
34. Name: Navneet
35. Nicknames: Miku(pet name :P ), mickey mouse :-| , Psycho (Friends :) ) , Navi(courtsey "her"), Navu(courtsey a different "her" :P ) and the list goes on :P
36. Zodiac sign: Capricorn
37. Male or female or transgender : Find yourself :P
38. Elementary: Kalgidhar National Public school (dammit my memory..i still remember these names), New Delhi
39. Colleges: BIT SINDRI,dhanbad
40. Hair color: Black/Brown... depends on how you see it :P
41. Long or short: Pendulumish...Sometimes loooooong...sometimes cropped :P
42. Height: 5'8.5" (i cant afford to lose those 0.5" :-| )
43. Do you have a crush on someone? Which someone are you talking about??? :P There are so many someones :D
44. Ever been in love? Uh...Well...mmm.. i think... ufff.. Haan bhai haan... :P many times :P
45. Piercings? I can hear with the natural hole in my ears...and can breathe with the natural holes in my nose...why should i get any more??? :P
46. Tattoos? I wish...but no.. :(
47. Righty or lefty: Righty and occasionally lefty... :P
48. First surgery: 2002
49. First piercing: No firsts..no lasts..
50. First best friend: Saurabh
51. First sport you loved: Contrary to what others would think... it was football...
52. First pet : thankfully none..if you do not count my sister as a pet :P
53. First vacation: Shimla, nainitaal,and whole north india with papa nd mom wen i was 3 :D
54. First concert: :( none :(
55. First crush: :-| Priety zinta
56. Eating: Chicken....Chicken...Chicken... :| ok..and rajma too...
57. Drinking: Is that an offer??? :P
58. I'm about to: Resist another attempt from the rascal inside me to force me to smoke...and to watch some 3-4 movies...may be LOTR series..again :-|
60. Waiting for: No one.. or may be... :-|
YOUR FUTURE
61. Want kids? Depends... if married , yes,,,if not...NO!!!!
62. Want to get married? Eh.... ok... when can we meet???? :P
63. Careers in mind? :-| please... do not confuse me... career..i dun have one... I want to enjoy whatever I do rather than thinking it as a career
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
64. Lips or eyes: BOTH.... hmmmm.. ok...LIPS :P
65. Hugs or kisses: KISSES
66. Shorter or taller: Both!!!
67. Older or Younger: I do not see the difference :-|
68. Romantic or spontaneous: BOTH!!! :P
69. Nice stomach or nice arms: :P :P :P Nice stomach :P
70. Sensitive or loud: Loud!!! :P (I know am getting dirty :P )
71. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship!!! strictly!
72. Trouble maker or hesitant: Ahhh.. :O :O :O :P BOTH BOTH BOTH!!!
HAVE YOU EVER :
73. Kissed a stranger: Well...NO
74. Lost glasses/contacts: NOPE..I dun have chasmaaaa :P
75. Been on a blind date? : Well...not exact-leee :P
76. Broken some one's heart: Yes :-(
77. Had your own heart broken: YES :)
78. Been arrested: Yes...by a girl's voice 9 years ago...
79. Turned someone down: Hmmmm... No.. :P
80. Cried when someone died: Dunno.... perhaps no..
81. Liked a friend that is a girl?: Yes..but just as a friend :) I have many :P
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
81. Yourself: No...I would be the last person I would trust...still I am myself's best friend :)
82. Miracles: Yes
83. God: Not when this moron breaks its promises X-(
84. Love at first sight: Never..nor will be...I am not that type
85. Heaven: Yes..have been there once...wanna go again before I die :)
86. Santa Claus: Hmmmm... yes
87. Kiss on the first date? : :P Yes
88. Angels: Yep...there are so many in this world :P
89. Devils: I am :P
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
90. Is there one person you want to be with right now? hmmmm.... no.. sadly..there is none...
91. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? NO...:P lol
92. Wanted to kill someone ever? : That should be an obvious answer...YES
93. Among your blog mates, whom would you like to kiss? Hmmmm... :P secret :P
94. Committed a blunder and regretted later? I do not regret.... :D
95. Wanted to steal you friend's boyfriend / girlfriend? : hmmmm.. :P I did it already :P no hard feelings though :P
ASSOCIATE WITH SOMETHING YOU WEAR :
96. White: PG TEES :P
97. Black: EVERYTHING!!!! YUP...EVERYTHING!!! :P
98. Red: :P EX-Company tag
99. Pink: A sweater mom weaved for me that I wore only when I was inside my home :P nowhere else :p
I AM SMOKE FREE... YAY!!!
